Alone, scared, missing him

I thought i had lost him, perhaps i was right, perhaps i was wrong, all i knew is that this note had to mean something. How would the writer know i would beok, Nick died the day after he wrote this, how would he know!? I couldn't help myself i wanted to cry, but i didn't i stood there frozen in the path.

Jay came walking down the road and saw the girl and said "Hey why are you looking like you could cry" and smiled

Ciera didn't look up. "it's nothing, i don't want to talk about it she said before looking up her eyes widening in recognition.

he replied "you could say by the looks on you it could be someone is dead"

"W who are you?" she stuttered out shocked he looked like an identical twin of nicks!

"i am Jay, i have just moved to this town" i smiled

Ciera smiled warmly in politness. "I see, i'm ciera, i've lived here a few years." i murmered.

"Cool, so is someone you like dead. you look like you that someone is dead" and looked at her

(he's like.....physic lol)
M my husband is" she stuttered.

"oh that's bad..." jay stopped for a time and than said "so you are really sad"

"that's an understatment," she muttered chuckling bitterly

jay laugh and smiled

(uh jay don't know if you realize it or not but chuckling bitterly isn't really chuckling it's kinda anger)
Ciera looked confused "did i miss something?"

(Sorry )
"nope but don't be angry" jay smiled

Ciera chuckled. "you don't know the word sadness huh?" she asked smiling slightly.
(it's fine it's kinda cute how he's immune to sadness.)

"i do know the word sadness and have feeled it hard...." he stopped "i lost my father when i was 4 and i was togther with him when the accident came..." he stopped again "he died in a car accident.... he crashed into a tree and it fell onto the car and killed him and made me go into narkosis for a half year.... i had lost most of my memories... people though that i was dead but they saw that i breathed a little..." jay looked down and a tear drop falled down

Ciera smiled softly wrapping her arms around him. "Shhh, i've been an orphand since birth seemingly, i think my mother died in childbirth then my dad died in a plane crash a year later," she whispered stroking his hair to soothe him. "i know how you feel," she whispered.

"yeah but i saw him die in front of my eyes"

Considering i was being born i kinda saw mom die too y'know," she said with a chuckle.

"yeah your right" and looked up and smiled a big smile

Ciera smiled softly and let him go. "so where were you goin anyway?" she asked.

"i am just taking a stroke around town to see how it looks like"

"want me to give you a tour?" she asked.

"sure why not" jay smiled

Ciera smiled taking his hand and explaining the sites as they went.